RICH
RED.
so, what i've been up to lately?
well, been
busy this week with projects
and
reading the chinese book. finally
finished the chinese book. actually it
wasnt that bad. anyway we have one last
meeting for MOV next week for the
dramatization. and we're also going to
the history musuem together that day.
for the stupid history hw. i hate history.
so,
done with some work and left with
tingxie, one zhou ji and reading roll
of thunder. though its not really
necessary. well but its quite a good lit
book.
currently into david
cook's songs haha.
influenced from
min. but i think he's
really
talented.
and reading fear by
jeff abbott now.
i think he's a superb
writer too.
after reading panic. which is like the BEST
book i've ever read in my life. and fear
is
now next? lol.
and im trying not to flip the pages too
quickly though im like totally filled
with
anticipation and anxiety. cus the
experience
is so great i dont want it
all to end so quickly.
haha im abit
'crazy' now i guess.
influenced by all
the mentally insane people
in the
book.
alright enough about the
books.
went out with vengyan and nicole yesterday.
was vengyan's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY
AGAIN, LOVE(:
we went bukit batok to bowl and i bought her
a new shirt(:
hoped she likes it LOADS. hahhaha.
yea hope she liked the ducky and earrings bday
pressie from me too.
not really my first time
bowling.
but the last i bowled i was
like around 5 or 7 plus?
i dont know.
cant remember. know that it was
a
really LONG time ago though. and that time i
was so young i didnt even bowled properly.lol.
so yea had a new experience with bowling and
found it to be rather fun and entertaining.
(;
i striked once;D
but didnt get close to 9, like vy. lols nic was
the
only one with experience but she
did badly,
have no idea why.
but we were still very lousy (noob) compared
to
the other people playing there;
even though we
were quite happy with
ourselves able to hit a
few pins. when
we first got there i felt kinda
scared
and embarrassed to start, and i had
the sensation that everyone was watching even
though no one was haha. well in the end still
tried
regardless of how lousy i
thought i would be.
there's always a
first time in everything, i told
myself haha.
was glad
& elated that i was still able to hit a few
pins. lol. i thought i would get the ball in the gutter
everytime.
yupyep, so there about bowling.
hmm, one more week down
and
next week's the third week
already.
will be going out quite a few
times.
and feeling guilty already but
since everything's
been planned, i
cant change the schedules.
and even if
i could, i cant bear to reject the meet-ups
with old pals. haha.
but
sometimes i feel the other way and i really dont
wanna go.
cus sometimes
i just feel that im the only one
bothering. if i didnt asked time and time again,
would anyone else bother?
and there goes. we'll drift off further and further...
till we're strangers all over again.
and
until that time i'll still wonder
if you realise that
we dont even know
each other anymore.
it even takes so
hard just to get replies you know?
and
the more im being ignored, the more i hate
being ignored.
okay, enough about that.
hah im not about to go
on and on and
on.......
so after next week, the last week.
and drama everyday from 8plus in the morning
to 5plus. practically the entire day gone.
and so, the entire week gone.
so, what's left of the holidays?
the pathetic weekend i had better use to
prepare
for sch.
dont know if
im looking forward for drama.
or drama
night.
kinda afraid. cus i know im
really lousy with the
others all so
good and all. and i know knowing that
im bad and just sitting there doing nothing isnt
going to get me anywhere.
and i try. i do try. just that sometimes i dont know
how to solve the problems at all. the
methods
just fail to work for some.
ohwell so what can i do?
try harder and harder i guess.
next year i'll be better. yes i will. and i
will
stop screwing up freaking
auditions. i will.
God will help me.
(:
alright, so thats all for today i guess.
gonna stop here.
a post long enough already.
in fact, much too long that expected.
haha(:
maybe will post again
before school starts?
(:
ohyeah, really sorry for to those who tagged
and i didnt reply.
ever since i had a blog, i've never missed
replying a single tag even if its just hi.
but busy nowadays. yea, this june hols
isnt really a slacking one. but quite a
fun
one with alot of stuff to
do.
&&im already forgoing some
already for
the sake of more slack
time. HAHA.
whatever it is, thanks all
for tagging.
and still looking forward
to more tags.
hehe(:
okie off to
reading fear now.
byee!<3
enjoy the last two weeks
of holidays everyone!
dont slack
toooooo much!
LOL. ^^
holding
on to all that i still have left.
holding onto them very tightly.
making sure not to lose them again.
never.