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Tuesday, April 01, 2008 @ 3:22 AM
next time you feel emo orangry or whaever, just read your old posts okay, hahas. for some reason, i felt empty today after reaching home after lunch with manda, jonas n shawn. yea i was really sian and i went online. they were online too but i didnt feel like talking to anyone. ha but i was wishing that someone online would come and talk to me. hah jia did, yay. but she made me a fool. haha long story. anyway after listening to some songs on imeem like the song the pastor ssang on mon that was by karen carpenter, close to you, lols and i could sing of your love forever. im auditory so i just like listening i guess hees. yea and whilst listening to the songs i was thinking of blogging or reading my blog but i couldnt acces blogger and i realised that my blog had no archives-.-. haha. yea so i waited for blogger to load so long and was getting very impatient haah and i talked to smarterchild. lol. anyway the order of things that i said is not really right haha. oh yea see im moving away from the main point taht i wanted to point out. anwyay, i managed to load blogger in the end and read my older postst but not all though. at first i thought i had so few posts but then i realised that i actually had a lot like 124 plus! heheh, mroe than jia n tan i think^^ but i hardly post abt my life lar.. cos there are reasons but dont wanna say them.. ohyea, back to the mainpoint, that is, reading your own posts really makes you feel less bored or lonely you know.. haha for some reason it is this way for me.. dont know if it is for others though.. yea i found out that i had many different ways of expressing too.. i read one post that was really extremely bad you know.. i practically used singlish for every line.. oh my, i never knew i was so "singlish" in writing at least,, i sounded horrible. haha, see reading abt what you used to write is kinda interesting to find out how much you've changed. ohwells anyway i think i shld go, spending too much time on the computer.. have been slacking since i came home, dint even do anything worthwhile or what, i squandered my time like that once again. for some reason, i always feel very empty deep inside thats why i always squander my time away. sigh. i still miss someone. her. wonder where she is now. how long has it been? 4 years? well, i dont wanna think abt it. see, i got offtrack again. im supposed to go off now. haha. okay okay better go off now before i forget again. im the biggest failure one can ever know you know. haha,tata!
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