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Friday, April 18, 2008 @ 12:12 AM
hellos(:im in da sch library now waiting for tannie & jia to go home.listening to a nice but rather sad song. yupps, they're doing their math project which is taking so so long... /:my group separated the jobs and we did it at home already. yeah.yaye 2.4 is finally finally OVER!heh. was kinda excited today, but when it finally came, i then got scared haa.although i still managed to clinch an A which means i can get GOLD :))))))) ;but i realised that my stamina really "deproved" alot compared to last year!man, what word can i use besides deprove? cus thats not a word. gee. deteriorate?dont know. anyway, my stamina used to be better last year. i think my timing isaround 13.13 mins last year. this time's 13.30. i know the diff is very little butthe point is that around my third and fourth round i felt breathless already and wanted tostop badly.. )): it wasnt like that last year, i only felt like stopping VERY BADLY at around the fifth sixthround or somewhat later la.. yea very badly as in physically and mentally both veryexhausted.. i think the only reason why i still managed to run 13.30 is cus i keepforcing myself to haha.. i made it sound very critical, i kept telling myself that if i dontkeep up, im not gonna forgive myself and things like that.. LOL. yea i thought of DrWilliam Tan too. he's handicapped and could complete so many marathons, you have gotlegs, why cant you run?! i told myself that haha. im so happy that i got 5th in position xDbut anyway thats just cos all the people good in running were in the earlier badge.you know, this was the first time in my entire life that i ever felt like fainting during mylast round. when i past the cones i really wanted to just collapse and rest. hah.i really never felt that dizzy before!even when my timing last year was better, i remembered that i never ran until i feltlike dying lar.. hahas.my only inspiration was tanhong while running! lols. cus i couldnt see anyone behindor in front except for tannie.i dont know where the rest went. and seeing her in front,i couldnt slow down or else i'll be all alone. hah. yea thats one of the reasons that keptme going.after the run, it was recess and i didnt feel like eating but felt like vomiting. lols. jiawas so hungry she felt like vomitting but i didnt feel hungry at all.i needed TWO cups of ribena consecutively to be back to normal. i think i hada headache after the run. like some sort of pain in the head. gee. the ribena totallyrefreshed me. yupps, and i ate polky thats all.anyway, im gonna stop here heh.TATAFORNOW.zzz. tannie and jia are still not done! its been more than an hour! ):and they said it would take really short like 30mins. gah. im gonna work my head off tonight. tons of work.
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